(not so) random thoughts...
ayan na! halos isang buwan na since i last posted something here. kaya eto post me ng kung anu-ano makapag update lang.
blues? i'm not sure which to post. a few things have brought me down of late and i've yet to overcome them. maybe when i'm over those, i'll have the will to write them down.
as for the greens, not much. saw somebody from the past while i was online the other day. darn! i almost regretted the fact that i let that one get away. hehehe. but what's done is done. no amount of regret, self-pity, or grovelling would get her back. she's happily married now. happy for her, really...
misc: the whole week, there was nothing to do. work-related that is. the thing i was supposed to work on is part of a gap and no documentation available is available to derive the information i need to complete it. first time that i am logging an entire week of IDLE/LEARN in SPLIS. not good. i just hope they figure out what they want to do with us before the easter break. otherwise, it's going to be pointless since 2 weeks after holy week is about month-end already and may 10 wouldn't be that far off. might as well let us stay until may 10 if they can't reach a decision by that time. more savings for me (yey!) but i'll be missing a lot of goings-on back home. sadness :(
was talking to my shrink just a while back. hehehe. gave me some advice on what i can do to fight this wave of depression i've been feeling. hope it works. i've really been feeling crappy the past few days and i sure could use a sunny disposition for a change.
blues? i'm not sure which to post. a few things have brought me down of late and i've yet to overcome them. maybe when i'm over those, i'll have the will to write them down.
as for the greens, not much. saw somebody from the past while i was online the other day. darn! i almost regretted the fact that i let that one get away. hehehe. but what's done is done. no amount of regret, self-pity, or grovelling would get her back. she's happily married now. happy for her, really...
misc: the whole week, there was nothing to do. work-related that is. the thing i was supposed to work on is part of a gap and no documentation available is available to derive the information i need to complete it. first time that i am logging an entire week of IDLE/LEARN in SPLIS. not good. i just hope they figure out what they want to do with us before the easter break. otherwise, it's going to be pointless since 2 weeks after holy week is about month-end already and may 10 wouldn't be that far off. might as well let us stay until may 10 if they can't reach a decision by that time. more savings for me (yey!) but i'll be missing a lot of goings-on back home. sadness :(
was talking to my shrink just a while back. hehehe. gave me some advice on what i can do to fight this wave of depression i've been feeling. hope it works. i've really been feeling crappy the past few days and i sure could use a sunny disposition for a change.
posted by edrik at 8:49 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home